Tuesday, August 24, 2010

" Heartbreaker "

02nd August 2010

Sad day .. I thought I'm the luckiest person to have this kind of relationship eventhought I have been thru a lot of pain unfortunately, our relationship turned to friendship .. Damn .. How come just because of picture , I have to accept the faith that he is not mine anymore .. Seriously, it's pain .. I'm always think that I'm able to handle this kind of situation and until I faced it, I now it's hard .. I tried to forget him since the day he leave me without any word and not even look at my face .. It's ok dear .. I know this is what I'm suppose to get for whatever I have done to other people before ..

For My Dear ,
I want you to know that I'm happy to know u even just for few years .. I'm really appreciated for everything that u have done for our relationship .. It's so sweet + meaningfull .. So sorry for everything that I have done to u
.. I realise that our life is not mean together .. I'll pray for ur happiness .. One thing, I hope both of us can try to improve ourself for next relationship and learn from mistake .. I don't know how u face this kind of situation but I know that both of us hurt .. I just hope that I can be as strong as my late mother .. Anyway, what for a relationship if I have to lost u at the end of the day so, let we stop this relationship and find our true love .. but if we r mean together, we will still together forever and ever .. And now, Life must go on even our love is over .. U will be in my memory forever + ever ..

With luv ,

ieyn




Let me keep this picture for our memory ..

Friday, August 13, 2010

* End Of July + Beginning of August *

30th July 2010

Yahoo .. I got my salary .. After work , terus balek rumah + mandi .. After that, pg Danau Kota ngn Lalan .. Abah + mama da tunggu kat sane .. Pak Cik Aim + Cik Sham pown ade skali .. Sempat bl kemeja + jeans tuk dr sndr.. Then bl kemeja tuk anak akak .. Abg + adq ..Balek da kul 4pg .. Sok kene kejer plak .. Letih nyer ..

31st July 2010

Arie nie kene kejer coz kat office ade wat motivation tuk networker .. " Break the Barrier" .. lamer giler ..Da r start lmbat, abez pown lmbat .. Some more, lg byk plak xtiviti paz da abez 2 .. I da penat, I terus cabut angkat kaki .. Paz balek umah + packing brg2, I gerak g Danau Kota coz nk p tukar baju anak akak .. Slah size plak .. Settle yg 2, I terus gerak g amek Nalda + syda .. Even pnt, perjalanan harus dteruskn .. Start our journey at 2.00am .. I drive smpai Seremban then Syda smbg drive .. Smpai hampir msk ke JB plak dye drive coz I tertyto .. Smpai umah nenek kul 5.30pg ..

01st August 2010

Skrg da berada kat kmpg .. Even kpenatan, I tetap bgn bile dengar all my cousions making noise .. Huh .. Srabut .. 1st thing bgn, cr nenek kat dapur + b'salaman ngn sdare mare yg laen .. Al-maklum lar, smlm nyer balek terus tyto coz smpai pown pagi2 buta kn ..

Paz 2, I tlg lar Mak Ngah basuh ayam .. dl x der r plak wat kejer2 nie.. Dl kalu nek wat kenduri, I just kemas2 pinggan jer.. but now, I wat kejer org dewasa plak .. skrg kejer 2 Ain yg buat ...

Kenduri start dlm kul 12.. Paz kenduri abez + sume org da mkn, I nyer turn plak makan .. Sedap giler masak lemak ikan masin + nenas .. Perghh, mmg layan .. !!! Paz sume da selesai, I pown basuh r pinggan mangkuk yg kotor 2.. Smpai t'luka tgn basuh dulang .. Mak dak tlg balut kn tgn .. Bl da besar, rase t'haru sgt ngn layanan sume org kat kmpg .. Dl nakal sgt2.. hehehe ..

Bila ptg, I + kakak + anak akak (abg) + Oteh + Nalda + Syda kluar lar pg Mlake .. 1st place yg kitorg pg Hospital Mlake .. Pg mlawat member kakak yg baru b'salin .. Then pg Jusco .. Konon2 nk makan Pizza Hut .. Nk djadikan citer , order yg dtunggu x smpai2 .. org len yg dtg kmudian pown da dpt dl .. Huh .. mmg tension .. I punyer bengang, I terus angkat kaki cabut .. yer r .. I tunggu ckit punyer lame, last2 org len yg dpt dl.. Tunggu soup ngn air pown almost half an hour .. minta air suam jer pown x smpai2.. Oteh plak ckp, slame 41 tahun idop, 2 r 1st tyme mkn x bayar .. Hehehe ..

Paz 2 , kitorg p r Tesco .. Nk cr kasut akak .. tp, sudahnyer kasut akak xder .. Syda plak yg p bl kasut .. paz da kepenatan, kitorg pown blk lar since akak pown nk lik Keramat + I plak nk lik umah sewa ..

B4 balek , I sempat jumper My old frenz, Khuzai .. After 4 years, byk yg da brubah .. dye smakin tinggi .. da x mcm dl .. dl kecik jer org nyer.. hehehe .. Lbh kurang 1 jam gak lar lepak ngn dye .. then kitorg pown berangkat blk KL ..

Smpai KL dlm kul 4 pg .. Damn Tired ..

That's all for now .. will update later .. Adios amigos ..