* FIGHT FOR OUR LOVE *

"IF SOMEONE TRYING TO GET U FROM ME , SHE HAVE TO FACE ME 1ST .. BUT IF U WANT TO LEAVE ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE, DO LET ME KNOW AND I'LL LET U GO FOR YOUR HAPPINESS"

* Great weekend *

+ Sabtu +
My weekend was a great weekend anyway .. Well , it's not a holiday or vacation but it was something that really fun .. Actually,aku pg kem .. Sajer follow aby coz dye kene ader kat kem 2 sbagai jurulatih .. Kem nie tuk dak2 Skill tech .. Kem Jati Diri .. Mcm2 lar program nyer kat c2 .. Sblm start xtivity tuk arie ke2 , kitorg pg open house dl .. Sume open house 2 kat umah kwn2 aby .. Blk dr open house, aku + eryn tlg aby prepare brg2 tuk xtiviti mlm 2.. kembara minda ..
Dlm kul 7, kitorg pown b'siaplar tuk next open house .. Open house mlm nie kat Jabatan Kebudayaan dan Kesenian negeri Melaka .. Kitorg kene jln kaki ramai2 smpai ke tmpt 2 .. Mcm2 lar yg ader .. Soto, yong tau fu , mihun sup , satay .. Paz 2, ader r persembahan diorg wat .. Tarian + nyanyian .. Yg x blh blah nyer, penyanyi 2 mmg tp lari dr lagu .. ;agu da msk, dye br nk nyanyi .. but still happening lar .. Dlm kul 9.30 , kitorg gerak blk ..

Smpai kat kem , sume org b'kumpul .. B'siap plakk tuk xtitvi Kembara minda .. Suem JL + Faci pg short brifieng .. Brifieng tuk xtiviti mlm + sok pg .. Da dpt full information , kitorg pown gerak lar p checkpoint msg2 .. Aku + Eryn kat checkpoint 2 .. Karangan J + S .. Kat checkpoint kitorg nie, diorg kene wat karangan dlm mase 2 minit tp, stiap p'kataan 2 mezti b'mule ngn uruf J or S .. Mcm2 ayat lar yg t'kluar .. tp, ader gak lar yg ok ..sume ader 6 checkpoint , lg 5 checkpoint 2 adlh barang rampasan , alih rumah , khabar angin , raja tali + raja paku .. Xtiviti nie abez dlm kul 3pg .. Paz abez 2, sume g tyto .. Aku + aby gerak blk umah mak dye lar .. Smpi jer kat umah, aku terus slamat kat atas katil .. Nyte ..

+ Ahad +
Pagi nie aku bgn kul 7 .. Lambat .. 2 pown naseb bek aby kejut, klu x mau bgn kul 12 tgh arie lar jwb nyer .. Aku pown cuci muke + tukar baju .. Ready to go .. Arie nie last day kem .. Sblm gerak , kitorg p bl kn nasi lemak tuk family aby .. Then br gerak p kem ..

Smpai jer kem, aku cr Eryn dl tp kol x jwb .. Engat kn tyto lg .. Aku pown smbg lar tyto kat dlm keter .. Tetibe Eryn dtg hulur roti .. Dye p senamrobic lar pg td .. Lepak2 then diorg suruh gerak p bwh .. Ready tuk jungle tracking plak .. Aku jage kumpulan 2 .. Eryn kumpulan 1 ..Yg laen2 aku x engat ..
Start jer xtiviti , kitorg pown redah lar mcm2 checkpoint .. Mmg teruk lar aku kene buli .. Maen ngn lumpur + air kotor .. huh .. At 1st stress giler lar.. OC pown kene teruk .. Tp, mmg enjoy giler xtivity nie .. Smpai last checkpoint , kitorg nk bersih kn badan .. Jumper aby kat c2 .. Aku pown aper lg, abez lar aku sapu kat badan dye ..

Paz mandi , kitorg ready plak tuk majlis pnutup .. B4 tu , ader last xtiviti yg aku x tau .. Muhasabah diri .. Dye tunjuk lar iklan2 sdey .. At 1st aku mmg x kesah tp, tetibe dye tunjuk 1 kisah psl mak + anak .. Aper lg , air mate mengalir ler .. Mmg sdey sgt2 .. Sayu atie .. tetibe t'engat kat kluarge especially arwah emak .. Peserta pown blh dkatekn sume nangis .. Aku nk pujuk pown x blh coz emosi aku sndr x stabil .. Paz 2, program dterus kn ngn majlis pnutup ..

Abez jer majlis pnutup, sume ready tuk b'salam2 an .. Then sume gerak p mkn .. Aku da x pk psl mkn coz bdn aku da gatal + saket sgt.. Paz mkn , sorg2 gerak blk .. Paz aby mkn , kitorg pown gerak blk .. Aby bw moto + aku drive keter .. Mngantok giler ..

Smpai kat umah siap2 mandi .. then tlg mak aby goreng mee .. B4 amek Kak Yun , mak suruh mkn dl .. Pedas plak mee 2.. paz da siap mkn + kemas, aku + aby gerak p amek Kak Yun .. Then anta Aby kat umah .. Paz 2, terus gerak blk KL .. Smpai Umah terus tyto .. !!! 2 jer lar xtiviti last weekend .. !!!

+ Some of the pictures yg dambil +

~ 3 OF US ~

~ ErYn + AmY ~

That's all for now .. Adios Amigos .. (",)

* Miss My Family *

Aku rindu kan family .. Sunyi bl semua nyer b'jauhan .. Kakak kat Johor , Ude kat penang , Angah kat KL + aku kat Damansara .. Aku + Angah pown susah nk b'jumper, nie kn plak ngn Ude + Kakak .. Hhhmmm .. Aku rindu kn anak sdare ku .. Abg + adq + Kakak (Insyirah) .. Sronok mlayan telatah diorg .. Aku rindu kn Bonda ku .. Btape gembirenyer mak andai dye dpt b'same2 kluarge nie .. Berkongsi suke + duke .. Dari kjauhan nie, aku titip kn doa buat mak agar mak tenang di saner .. Agar mak dtempatkn di kalangan org2 yg b'iman .. Puteri2 + putera mak akn setia mendoakan mak .. Aku rindu kn ayahanda .. Hmmmm .. Andai aku dpt putar kn mase, ingin aku kmbl ke saat aku masih kecik + mentah .. Saat aku x tau aper erti idop supaye aku dpt menikmati belaian seorang ayah .. Ya Allah , kuatkan lah smangat ku + tabahkan lah atie ku agar aku dpt menempuh sgale ujian + dugaan yg Engkau berikan .. Amin .. (",)

* Proud for myself *

As usual, arie nie kene OT smpai kul 12.. Planning nk lik Mlake jumper buah atie .. hehehe .. Kak yun da gerak blk Mlake dl coz dye abez kejer kul 6.30 .. So, mlm aku still kat ofiz.. Bz giler2.. 3 hours non-stop prepairing order .. Huh .. Blk jer rumah, trase bosan yg t'amat sgt .. Ekut planning , nk blk Mlake sok .. nek bas .. tp, atas sbb2 tertentu, mlm 2 gajk aku gerak blk Mlake.. For the first, I'm driving alone to Malacca.. Unbelievable .. Start my journey at 2.30am and reached Malacca almost 4am .. Quite tired anyway .. But , finally I'am able to drive alone for the long journey .. Proud for myself .. hehehe..

* Bosan nyer arie nie *

Meeting with my C.E.O

Meeting ngn bosss .. Da lamer gak x der meeting .. At 1st mmg cuak lar .. Nk kate ader wat case besar, x juga .. Curi tulang, da slaloo.. hehehe .. tp, bkn 2 isu meeting nyer .. Still ader gelak tawa dlm meeting .. so, x der r smpai nk mngamok pown kn .. Meeting pown x lamer ..

Xder mood

Knaper lar dgn arie nie yea .. Dr msk ofiz da x der mood .. At the same time, rase cam pressure yg t'amat sgt .. Ntah knaper lar .. Lately nie, mcm byk bnde jer yg wat aku srabut .. Nk xplain tp, mcm x pasti aper punce nyer .. Jiwa kacau .. Ntah ler ..

Miss him
Rindu sgt kat buah atie ku .. Dye jauh .. Nk jumper tp, dye bz ngn kejer .. Mcm nie lar kitorg, msg2 jauh + bz ngn kejer .. Klu aku free, dye bz .. Klu aku bz plak, dye free .. Mcm maner pown , sabar jer r .. Normal r kn, klu da couple jarak jauh nie .. Nie lah dugaan nyer .. perhaps our relationship will be last forever ..
My Desk
Biler da bosan2 + srabut mcm nie, aku t'fikir tuk kemas desk aku yg smakin messy nie .. Huh .. Da lamer x kemas .. Mmg serabut mcm otak aku skrg nie ..

Drawer - Before

Desk - Before

Drawer - After

Desk - After

Ini lah hasil nyer dr .. Sblm + slepas ..

Ok lar.. Smpai cnie dl coretan tuk kl nie .. nnt continue lg yea ..

Adios Amigos ..

* Food posioning *

Arie nie msk half day .. Kak Yun sakit .. Antar dye g clinic .. Actually, mmg da malaz nk msk ofiz pown .. Smlm pown kejer smpai midnite .. Tp, biler received call dr office, kene gak lar msk after lunch .. Smpai2 boss x der .. Dye blk awl .. Then dok lepak2 jer lar kat ofiz .. Mood kejer da ilang .. hehehe .. Tetibe ader plak citer sengal yg aku dgr, boss ckp aku racun Kak Yun .. Bodoh gak .. yer lar, kitorg ckp Kak Yun kene "Food Poisioning" atau kate laennyer , keracunan makanan .. Tp, boss aku pg tanyer kat secretary dye, "knaper ieyn pg racun mas" (Kat ofiz, org pgl Kak Yun ngan name Mas coz name btol ie Masyuniza Yunos) .. Huh .. What kind of question .. ?! Sengal gak an .. aku dgr citer 2 jd bengang plak .. Dye engat aku giler ker aper nk racun org .. ?! Drpd racun member, bek aku racun dye jer , wat stress tol .. Ish .. Sabar jer lar atie .. Disebabkn da stress, aku pown x wat kejer smpai blk .. hahaha .. Alasan yg kukuh tuk malaz wat kejer .. K lar.. Stop cnie dl .. Jom pg hilang kn stress .. k ..

Adios Amigos ..

* Kereta Comel ku Sakit *

Sejak kebelakangan nie, mcm2 dugaan yg terpakse aku tempuhi .. Salah satu nyer, dugaan dgn kereta aku .. Kereta nie meragam plak .. Sdey tgk keadaan keter nie .. Kenapa lar mcm nie naseb dye .. Baru stahun lbh kluar, da mcm2 jd kat dye ..

+ Battery problem +
+ tayar kene pancit +
+ viper kene curi +
+ viper kene patah +
+ suis tingkap x function +
+ fius problem +

Sabar jer lar dgn dugaan nie .. Sakit yg t'amat sgt bl kete kesayangan jd mcm nie .. Yer lar, nie keter pertama aku .. Nk kluar kete nie pown da mcm2 dugaan aku kene hadapi .. Sekarang nie nk kene kumpul duet, nk repair sume kerosakkan .. Then, nk bg wajah baru kat kete comel nie .. Luv u Viva .. (",)

* Salam Lebaran *

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN "

Alhamdulillah .. B'syukur ke hadrat Illahi kerana dberi pluang tuk merayakan Syawal lg pada tahun nie .. Tahun nie , raye yg sgt b'makne bagi I .. Takbir yg berkumandang benar-benar menggamit sayu di atie .. namu ku rai kn syawal nie dengan hati yg gembira walau pun b'sederhana ..

~~ Malam Raye ~~

- Bergerak pulang ke Melaka dtemani Nalda ..
- Smpai Melaka jam 12.00 tgh mlm- Jemput aby kat umah nenek dye
- B'jln + cari barang kat Taman Cempaka
- Hantar aby balek umah nenek dye- Pulang ke kmpg halaman di Batu Gajah
- Kul 5.30pg smpai kmpg- Tyto lar .. Tunggu aper lg kn .. ?!

~~ Raye Pertama ~~

- Bgn tyto dlm kul 9.00pg
- Iron baju raye
- Mandi sunat hari raye
- B'siap nk ke kubur arwah emak + atuk + pok de + anak oteh
- Balik umah + touch up make up
- Pergi kedai gambar kar Merlimau tuk amek gambar
- Balek singgah umah nek yang
- Balek umah , sesi b'maafan plak
- Tyto jap (Ngantok der)
- Ptg g raye umah jiran2
- Mlm p amek aby kat umah nenek dye
- Bw raye kat umah nenek
- Angah blk kmpg (Dpt r raye ngan angah jap)
- Bw aby g umah mak dak- Anta aby blk
- Then terus blk umah nenek- Tyto tyme

~~ Raye Kedua ~~

- Raye kat umah nenek aby
** Dpt makan roti jala + sambal udang .. Sedap .. Nyum3 ..
- G braye ngn aby kat umah kwn2 dye

~~ Raye Ketiga ~~

- Spend tyme ngn aby + g braye umah member2
** Antare umah yg kitorg pg, umah Jen (Azri) + Hilmi + Man + Udin + Ct Hajar
- Mlm 2 blk KL

- Nie lar gambar2 yg smpt diambil -

Bergambar bersama nenda

kami 3 bradeq

Family Kakak + Abg Hafeez

Family Ude + Abg Hafeez

Kakak + Abg Halim

Ude + Abg Hafeez

Nie gambar family yg sempat diambil .. Gambar ngn aby x der lar tp, akan arrange 1 day dlm bln Syawal nie gak tuk b'gambar bersama ..

Thanx to everyone yg menceriakn raye tahun nie .. Sronok mlayan kereneh ank buah yg comel .. Mak su syg sume ..

Kepada teman2, maaf coz byk umah yg x dpt nk braye .. Korg pown x sume ade kat umah .. Lg pown , x cukup mase ..

Watever pown , nk ucap kn Slamat arie Raye Maaf zahir + Batin .. Maaf atas segala keterlanjuran kata atau perbuatan .. 0 - 0 yea sume ..

Akhir kata , Salam Lebaran buat sume ..

* Because You Loved Me *

" This song dedicated special for my beloved hubby "


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

* Love + Tears *

" Muhammad Khuzairi Jaafar "

After 4 years, we lost contact, finally I found him in FB .. Thanks to FB.. Finally, I found what I'm looking for since the day I leave him .. To be honest, he is really good friend .. From the day I knew him , I knew that he is a kind guy .. Everyone keep talking bad about him but I trust him from the bottom of my heart .. From the way he take care of me, I realise I can't lost him .. After all, now we r happy together .. Nobody perfect in this world but everything that he have is pretty enough to make me happy .. To stop my tears .. To make me smile for whole day .. Know him as Kucai, u will think that he is "Abg Long" .. Know him as Khuzai, U will see his sincere .. Know him as Muhammad Khuzairi Jaafar, U can see everything in him .. But I know him as My hubby so, I can see love in his eyes .. Whoever he is, I know he is the best for me .. Whatever has been past, let it go .. Whatever waiting in the future, we will face it together ..

Just for 1 month, I felt like I got back my 4 years time which is already gone actually .. We have been thru our day with smiles + tears .. We laugh + cry together .. Thank aby 4 always be my side .. Perhaps our relationship will be in happy mode forever in ever .. Thanx 4 every moment that u make me can't stop thinking of u .. U always be in my heart ..

" Let catch the time that we wasted before "

* Everything in August *

AUGUST

For whole this month, a lot of things happen in my life .. Combination of Sad + Happy + Frustrated ..

" SAD "

-When I'm fasting alone ..
- Felt so lonely ..
- No family ..
- No siblings
- Everyone far away ..

** Well, this is my life .. Always in my own world ..

" FRUSTRATED"

- When I have to accept the faith that I'm single now ..
- I have to accept the faith that he leave me ..

** Love doesn't meant u r mean together

" HAPPY "

- I have found what I'm looking for ( I found him = Muhammad Khuzairi Jaafar )
- I get back my old life .. Happening + enjoy ..

** I have found rainbow of my life ..

* SALAM RAMADHAN *

10th August

Ramadhan 1431H ..

Today is the first day of Ramadhan .. Thanks Allah caused give me change to be in this month again .. Hope this month can give me strength to continue my life after all that I have been thru ..