.. Miss My Family ..

Hai all ,

I know I miss a lot of story about what really happen to me for the few months being silent but just feel like writting about another topic .. I don't know why I feel like I'm alone .. I really miss my family .. To be honest , I'm not really close to my family when I was in secondary school until now .. The only person that I close to is my elder sister .. she always act like a mom to me .. Always give advise in anything that I'm doing .. But when I saw my family's photos , update and comment in FB , I know they are happy with their life .. Even they have their own problem but still I can see the happiness in their eyes .. They have their own story with their own family .. I always wish that I could have my own happy family .. I'm not desperate to get married actually but sometimes , when it's come to lonely feeling , I think I should marry .. Sometimes I'm not really enjoy my single life but I know , I have to face a lot of obstacle if I'm in marriage life .. I get confius sometimes to decide what is the best for my life ..

Lately , I'm really miss my whole family .. My father , my sisters and also my only brother .. I wish I could have plenty time to spend with them later cause the only thing I want to do now to build my life .. I want to have all the basic things that everyone have .. Car , house and carrier .. I want to show them that I'm able to survive eventhough I'm alone .. I want to prove that I'm a good daughter and sister .. I want them to be proud of me .. I know for all this time , I just do everything without concern to them .. yes .. Sound bad but I'm trying harder to be someone that everyone respected .. I don't how my life gonna be in the future but I always planning for something that can give satisfaction to everyone in my family ..

Yes .. I do have my own dream .. Let the dreams come true then only I'll share with all of u .. For now , I just want to make sure that I'm strong enough to face all the obstacle in my life .. Yes .. I can't be like my mom cause she had went thru alot of thing more than me but I'll try to be as strong as her .. She is my idol ..
For all my family , please pray for me .. I love all of u .. =)

.. Blog yang bersawang ..

Hi , readers ..

Sorry coz da lame sgt x update blog aku nie .. Smpai da bersawang and berhabuk kan .. Huk huk huk .. Actually , lately ni sgt busy ngn mcm2 hal .. Haishhh .. Masalah lg .. Komitmen lg .. Sume nye dtg serentak .. A lot of things yg aku kene hadap since the day aku menyepi dr diary aku nie .. Well .. Life is not easy as what we think anyway .. For the past few months , aku terpakse melalui byk kepahitan dan kemanisan .. Jatuh bangun dlm kehidupan seharian .. Klu aku nk cerita kn , tersangat lah byk .. so , aku akn explain 1 by 1 later k .. Post aku tuk kali ni , just tuk korg tau , aku masih wujud kat laman blogging nie k .. Hehehe .. Mcm ramai sgt plak yg nk bace karya sengal and merapu aku ni kn .. Okayyy la syg2 ku .. That's all for now .. Huge hug and kiss for all of u k .. Muahhhxx .. =)