* What a day *

28/07/2010

*Mom's 52th birthday*
A lot of things happen on this whole day .. Starting my day with tears .. Thinking of my mom .. Really miss her .. If she still alive, today is her 52th birthday .. Unfortunately, she is not with me .. All this while, I'm just thinking that she always be my side eventhough she is far away from me , but I have to acept the fact, she is in her own world .. Al-Fatihah for her .. Pray for her happiness .. Well, if I could stand in front of her at this time ,I want to hug her to let her know that I really miss her ..

*Work*
Work will never end .. my day was a busy day when I have to concentrate to all pending and waiting tasks to be completed .. Just take a short break with a MARS chocolate .. Really need it eventhough I'm on diet .. But don't missunderstand .. because not all the fats bad for ur body ..

Fats in chocolate + effect for ur body ..
some of the fats in chocolate do not impact your cholesterol. The fats in chocolate are
1/3 oleic acid, 1/3 stearic acid and 1/3 palmitic acid:

* Oleic Acid is a healthy monounsaturated fat that is also found in olive oil.
* Stearic Acid is a saturated fat but one which research is shows has a neutral effect on cholesterol.
* Palmitic Acid is also a saturated fat, one which raises cholesterol and heart disease risk.

That means only 1/3 of the fat in dark chocolate is bad for you.

Sometimes, when u r really under pressure, why not u eat chocolate because it contains serotonin, which acts as an anti-depressant .. Don't eat chocolate to much but it's ok if u eat it just for sometime ..

*If U r in My shoe*

This is a stupid moment ever where I have to go back to my home by taxi eventhough I'm paying my own car every month .. Guess what .. ?! My friend borrow my car .. She ask from my bf with a reason that she going to ATM machine to withdraw money and wanna going to One Utama to but some clothes even without my permission to use my car .. Very unacceptable when she used my car to fetch her "pengkid" from Kelana Jaya and I'm waiting for my bf to fetch me unfortunately my friend still in Kelana Jaya at the time I already went out from my office .. Another thing that make me angry when she ask me either I have a friend that can send me home or not .. ?! SHIT .. !!! She also asked me to go back by taxi and she will pay me back .. Is that the true friend .. ?! Huh .. ?! I went back by taxi with the money that I want to use to buy some food for my 'sahur' .. At the time I rached home, she still not at home .. She reached home around 9.30pm .. Just imagine if I'm keep waiting for her until she fetch me .. Damn .. She not even bought any cloth and she just say sorry .. Another thing that I can't accept when she brought her 'pengkid' to my house without my permission .. Some more slept on my bed .. I slept in living room .. Wow .. Excelent .. What else .. ?! She use my car until fuel sign blinking means that my petrol tank going to empty .. it's very good .. Seriously, I can't accept all this .. Why I have to get this when I gave the best for everyone .. ????? !!!!!

If u asking me why, I'm really sensitive about this issue cause I have faced one incident which is really unacceptable .. This is when My Grandfather past away .. Previously, I have a friend which we always hang out together .. Every night we hang out .. I always paid for everything .. Not because to show off that I'm a good person but I'm really appreciated my friend .. That is the way I treated them .. Come to the situation my grandfather past away, I asked him to borrow his car .. He gave me a lot of excuse .. Really understand if he afraid anything happen but I really need it bucause of emergency and he knew me very well .. I'll responsible to his car .. Since that happen , I realise that not easy to find a true friend .. Friend will be our side when we smile , but they will go far away when we cry .. From that, I learned to keep my car for myself .. I'll not simply let anyone use or borrow my car ..

That is the only thing I can write in this mood.. Will continue later ..
Adios amigos ..