* I'm Awake From A Dream *

Welcome back everyone .. I'll continue next episode of my life .. Well .. I don't have much time to update my post since I'm not always online .. I think I have updated a lot of things about my past relationship isn't .. ?! Alright .. I'm thinking to rest my mind for awhile from thinking about my past relationship but not to forget about it since I still have a lot of things to share about it .. Just to share something else in this post..

Well .. I believe whoever had failed in their relationship or love , they gonna find someone else to let them forget the past .. Same goes to me even my heart is not really hunting for it .. In this few months after became single , I had found new friends .. I also keep in touch with my old friend that I've never contact them for quite long time .. I found that I still have a lot of persons that really sincere to take care of myself .. It's really difficult to believe each and everyone of them as I had no more trust for the guys but still I can't jump to the conclusion .. By the time , I'm still keep getting closure to everyone around me .. Sometimes I had hurting other's heart because of my past as I really can't let it go .. I'm so sorry but I need time and need someone to understand myself .. Tried to think like others , let by gone be by gone but it's not that easy .. Too bad when I can't even stop thinking about my ex-hubby .. How I'm gonna thru my day .. ?!

Whatever it is , I'm still satisfied cause I had wake up from the dream .. "Someone" had came into my life and make my day with a coloufull dream .. Yes .. He is not perfect and for sure not like my ex-hubby but he never forced me for any reason .. Always let me find my life and go thru the day with a smile even I'm hurting inside my heart .. He always be by my side and always be a good listener for my past story .. Well , not everyone can take it right .. ?! yes ..

Should I accept him or let he find another girl .. !!! Answer is with me but I'll share next episode later on so that, you guys can help me to find the answer .. !!!