** 20.11.2011 (20112011) **

By the time i'm posting this post , honestly i feel like crying .. Too bad coz I'm still keep thinking about him but u know why .. Coz if we'r still together , I'm the one who will be so busy to prepare everything for our engagement .. But too bad coz we'r no longer together .. To be honest , I really miss u syg .. I really miss everything about u .. Yes , for about 9 months that we'r no longer together , looks like I have forgotten everything about u but actually I'm not dear .. I'm just trying to be strong enough in front of everyone but deeply in my heart , I'm still keep waiting 4 u ..

Hubby , at this time , I wish u r here to continue our love and planning .. I'm dreaming for both of us busy prepairing for our big day .. By this time , we might completed half of our "barang hantaran" .. And get ready for the clothes that both of us going to wear on the day .. We are planning of 13 "barang hantaran" which is 7 from my side and 5 from ur side with the red and black theme from my side and red and white theme from ur side ..

But it's just a dream and now I'm seriously feel that I'm totally lose u from my life .. Thanks for the pain dear .. The pain made me became more stronger than before .. The pain made me realise who am I in this world .. The pain made me stop hoping for the thing that not be mine yet .. The pain made me realise God will always test us to make us always remember him ..

I knew u won't read this right but I'll keep this in my blog to be remembered .. So , that I won't forget u .. I'll keep everything about us till end of my life .. I do miss and luv u syg ..

Pelamin impian aku

Barang hantaran yg rancang nye nk buat mcm nie

Kek yg da cari pown tempat nk tempah
(tapi pic nie amek kat pic membe kat FB)